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Poppy wants to live in a world where everyone's story matters, regardless of their income or way of life.

As a photographer, she's won ribbons at the county fair. As a spiritual seeker and writer, she's been featured in Jen Louden's The Life Organizer and once published an article at allthingsgirl.net.

When she's not writing or photographing her story, she can be found at her day job as a technology consultant, or at home snuggling her cats, or in the park, taking a walk with her husband.

Call me Mazama

My words do not come from anyone but myself. If I have an alter-ego who creates words, she is content to let her name be private and kindly allows me to claim the credit.

The two of us at Mazama in 2009

The two of us at Mazama in 2009

This has not always been true. The first time I tried to change my unwanted name, I was not-quite-five, and and had just learned the history of Crater Lake. I declared for a whole week that I wanted to be known as Mazama. No common, wilting, road-side flower, I, but an exploding, three-foot mountain. Eventually, though, I settled for answering to the name my parents gave me.

I signed my grade school fiction “Crystal Key,” combining my middle name with a name chosen at random from the phone book. I chose my characters names from the phone book, too, but all from separate pages, for fear that someone would catch on. I wrote mopey teenage love poems as “Paula Craycroft,” an amalgam of names from both sides of the family I refused to acknowledge in public. In college, though, once interesting things started happening to me instead of to people I only read about, I claimed my own name again for a few brief years before I stopped writing altogether.

I grew up a Poppy in a generation of Jennifer and Christy, and my name was just one more thing that made me different. And yet, it is an indelible part of me, now, like my teeth or my hair, and my entire history is attached to it. To lose it now would be amnesic, and I do not want to start over, rebuilding a past that belongs to someone else.

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This piece was written for Jenna McGuiggan's Write Into the Heart of your Story 2-week writing workshop.


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